I think I started blogging just last year.... if i am not mistaken, beginning of the year. I remembered when i started this blog of mine, I had so many things I wanted to express. I remembered I posted almost everyday when I first started. It was so so fun blogging and expressing my thoughts, feelings and sharing with my blog mates.

As months passed by and soon became a year plus, I started to post once a month? Those peeps who were regularly coming to my blog, rarely comes anymore because they know that my posts were usually late and most of what I write now has less substance than what I used to write. Why is that?

So many things has happened in my life. I feel as if I can hardly express myself much now. Life feels quite stagnant for some reason. It's a routine. Does anyone get the same way? That as you get older, you feel expressionless for some reason... like lost for words when people ask you about life or what you think about life itself.

Maybe this is because we are living in a fast pace world. Everything around is moves increadibly fast... I guess it's also because we are constantly busy with something. It's either we are really busy or we purposely keep ourselves busy. Therefore, we don't have time to really think about life itself... to really reflect on our lives. Heck, we don't even bother about what goes on in the world at times as well. We soon become ignorant.

I know I don't read the newspapers. But I know it's not a good habit. God doesn't want us to be ignorant or unaware of our environement and the way we live. It's not the way He wants us to live. We are suppose to be involved somehow... whether physically or spiritually.